Music Lyrics
its been a while since we talked, i never knew i'd come this far without you. i think about you way too much, i feel so empty now that i'm without you. I remember sitting there in horror as i watched you take the syringe. you put it in your arm and let all the fluids drain in. i guess you saw my fear because i watched you reassure me. you said, "its just a one time thing" and told me that i shouldn't worry. Now those pictures on my walls just remind me of the pain. and those videos and memories we've had along the way. i wish you would've told me about what was going on. but instead you sat in silence and now i'm the one who mourns. you slowly pulled away from me and i never knew why. i knew you were embarrassed when you'd just sit there and cry. you rapidly lost weight and began to do more drugs. and i soon lost the you i recognized, the Becky that i loved. i remember sitting there in horror as i watched you take the syringe. you put it in your arm and let all the fluids drain in. you said, "its just a one time thing" and told me that i shouldn't worry. i guess you saw my fear because i watched you reassure me. but now those pictures on my walls just remind me of the pain. i wish you would've told me about what was going on. and i'd do anything, oh anything, to hear you say i love you one more time.